After The Party
Posted on Wed Feb 12th, 2014 @ 6:49am by Admiral Deela T'Lar
253 words; about a 1 minute read
Stardate 67115.9
Personal log
Well, the party was a semi success. I have never thrown a party and I probably will not throw one again. But Alex and Jewel seemed to enjoy themselves. I'm happy for the both of them.
Now that I am back in my quarters, I am finding that I miss Vincent. Even with the kids here, I feel lonely. He'll miss the weddings which means that I will b going by myself.
I have sent out a communique for Vincent but he hasn't contacted me back yet. It has been a week since he left. Something in my gut tells me that there is something wrong but without any evidence to prove it, my hands are tied for now. I'll give him until after the wedding and if I don't hear from him, I'll be looking into it.
I cannot lose another spouse. I have already lost two. When I had lost my first husband. I thought I would never love anyone else but then Jim came into my life. Then an enemy came onto my ship and destroyed my life. Once again, I thought that I would never find another man to love. And then Vincent came into my life. And I have been happy ever since.
If something happens to him I (voice trails off and she takes a moment), I don't know if I will get past this one.
I hear Raivyn crying so I must go. Goodnight my love, wherever you are. You are truly missed.